oops

why did i just check my own blog and expect there to be an update? does anyone else ever do that? perhaps its just me.
i'm enjoying my first free weekend in what feels like forever and i'm not quite sure what to do with myself. i was supposed to go get dim sum with my brother, but he's too busy with all his friends. i'm obviously not high on his priority list. maybe tomorrow... *sigh* it has been requested that i take a picture with him as proof of his existence, so i will make sure to get on that.
currently i'm working on getting some stuff on the bare white walls of our apartment. looks like i need to make a trip somewhere to get some nails or something or other... i am not quite sure. i also need help with getting things measured and put up correctly. these are not tasks that one can complete alone and my roomie doesn't have good visual/depth perception. haha...
alright... back to vegetating.

Secrets, Secrets...

Secrets, secrets are no fun. Secrets, secrets, hurt someone.

So, Dhonielle and I are throwing a Housewarming Party. Check your emails and respond, please (oh... and if you're not in the area, you weren't invited). Anyway, as we were discussing the guest list, it became necessary for me to share with Dhonielle the reason why someone I didn't want someone invited. I didn't want her to think that I just nixed him for a petty reason. So it all came out. I had to make her see that it was much bigger than whatever she thought the reason was and that with the enormity of it, it leaked into other areas of our social lives and other relationships.

So, secrets that I was supposed to keep, all came to a head. I feel bad that I had to reveal this person's secrets, but she was the one that put me in the predicament in the first place, and her secrets have effected me.

I know... I make no sense. And I'm being so vague. Oh, the sex, lies and scandal in my life. *sigh* We just have to nip the complexity in the bud. How do we start all over? Sheesh...